30 Jan 2021

A Chance to Be Better

 it is definitely so weird to blog again these days... it's been soo long since my last post and i decided to archived all my previous ones. 

at the beginning of when the lockdown and corona thingy came last year, i didnt think much about anything that i wanna do during this period of time. it feels like "yea, everything just gonna go as always, maybe lets just enjoy this extra holidays", yep everyone is aware how stressful my vet school is. 

before covid19 is a thing, i only managed to do few exercises or workouts. most of the times, i opted for running. but i NEVER make it consistent.. i only run maybe once a month and then no more added workouts after that. yes, i am overweight. but with all the stress and time constraint, i decided not to think about my weight or my appearance that much. also bcs i already have a boyfriend who loves me in whatever shape i am be it round, pear, triangle, square??? jk 

one day, during the first lockdown, i stepped on the weighing scale. i couldnt believe what my eyes saw. i weighed almost 70kg. freaking. seventy. kilograms. crazy...  

that's when i know, and i tell myself, i need to do something,

-i need to help myself.